She heard that I had become a Christian, but we hadn't had a chance to talk about our faith. When we saw each other, we hugged and jumped and screamed because we were so happy to be sisters in Christ!
We were standing in the parking lot of Starbucks (it closed on us) and realized that we were right next to the building where the funeral service was held last month for our friend Jesse (our classmate who took his own life). We got to talking about suicide and all the other problems that especially plague the people of our generation, as demonstrated in the "Everything" skit by Lifehouse. The youth seem to be particularly dangerous in satan's eyes.
I confessed to her, as I will to you, that I sometimes become really afraid of satan's power... it seems like he's just waiting for a chance to attack us and others like us. I know satan has already been defeated, but I still fear the bad things he will try to do to others.
To build up my faith, Ashley told me to read Ephesians 6: 10-20,
"Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God"
"In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God."
She reminded me of how protective our God is. He doesn't send us into spiritual warfare unarmed -- heck, with His ammo, satan's got nothing on us!
We then talked about how we both struggle with our faith whenever we come home to Hilo. Why do we feel so dry? Is it laziness on our part or spiritual oppression?
I believe it's a combination of both, and I think it has a lot to do with lack of community. For both of us, coming back to Hilo means leaving our churches, mentors and friends, and being surrounded by other friends and relatives who don't know Jesus. This dawned on me when we started praying together for a revival - for the Holy Spirit to fall on our town and cover the people with the armor of God.
Only God knows when Hilo will experience a revival, but I know that He granted me a personal revival tonight. I can't think of anything else that would re-ignite my passion for Jesus more than praying with my girl Ashley, who I've known for almost my whole life, and who only now will I begin to REALLY know as a sister in Christ.
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As I pray, a crown of warmth surrounds the crown of my head, as if a crown of Holy Fire has been lowered onto me. I have felt it every time I am baptized in the Spirit. Every single time.
The evil one seeks to distract me. I hear his wicked voice in my mind. I see terrible and sinful things before my closed eyes. In the name of my Lord Christ, I rebuke him and command him with a loud voice to flee from me. Begone! In an instant, the distraction and turbulent thoughts cease. The dark presence and temptation disappears, as the Word of God in the authority of the Son for the Father through the Spirit sends the evil one back to the pit from whence he has come.
Shield me this day in Faith, O Lord, I pray. Commission unto me this day the sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God, and bestow upon me Your guidance in the Spirit and teach me O Lord, to wield this sword in Your name and by Your will, I pray. Prepare me and make me ready to face the enemy, and let me not forget my salvation by Your Blood, I pray. Fit me and secure me in Righteousness and Truth this day, so I may not fall to the attacks of the evil one, O Lord, I pray.
And my Lord God delivers unto me these things, as I rise from prayer in the dim light of the early morning. Yea though I have fallen to the spear of the evil one, I have salvation in faith and have been resurrected anew. I fear not death, and fear no man, and fear no evil, for the Lord God is with me. I am not afraid, for He is my God and strengthens me and upholds me with his victorious right hand. Though I may fall, and though the evil one may one day take my head as his trophy; I fear not for I am a servant of Christ and soldier of the King of Kings, and the Kingdom of Heaven is victorious for ever and ever.
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come.
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