Friday, April 11, 2008

Irresistible Revolution #1

I am thinking I'll make this post part of a series of entries as I read Shane Claiborne's "Irresistible Revolution." It's been leading me to do a lot of reflecting and questioning... and as much as I hope God uses this blog to bless you, I hope you won't mind participating in some faith-blogging mentorship. :P

Here's a paragraph from Ch.1: "I was just another believer. I believed all the right stuff - that Jesus is the Son of God, died and rose again. I had become a "believer," but I had no idea what it means to be a follower. People had taught me what Christians believe, but no one had told me how Christians live."

I've been blessed with a wonderful community that's full of people who really do follow Christ. I thank God for these role models. God uses them to encourage me to follow Him, too. I don't expect to be told what to do, for I know God will answer my questions in His own time, but still I ask, "I've been saved.. now what?"

To digress a bit..
It's been several weeks since I departed with my charcoal drawing of Jesus on the cross, but the experience of drawing Him has remained with me. I worked from a picture I found online that was taken from "The Passion of the Christ." I had never before seen an image that so powerfully captured the suffering that Jesus endured for us. Look at him, the body of our beloved Christ is dripping in blood.



This image, compounded with Claiborne's book, got me thinking... the 'body of Christ' is more than just a metaphor for unity in the church. It is real. It is literal. Shouldn't we hunger, thirst, bleed as any living body does, much less the body of our Saviour?

Some of you know that I'm studying political science and journalism. For a while now, my dream has been to be a political or foreign correspondent - to be at the frontlines of whatever it is that runs this world. Now I see that this mysterious force is much more than the economy or technological development or rising global temperatures (?!).. it's God!

I admire foreign correspondents and investigative reporters almost as much as I admire full-time missionaries. They actually have a lot in common; most significantly is their shared commitment to the truth. They believe that sharing the truth with others is worth living and dying for.

Now that I know that God is truth, I almost want to say "screw school" and instead focus all of my attention on getting to know God!!

But I think God knows that I'm just trying to get out of writing all of my term papers, so He's been using my classes to reveal some of the many invisible faces that humbly bear the truth.

He's there with me everyday in class, and He teaches my classmates and me about the various injustices that take place on multidimensional levels - from personal prejudices to systemic discrimination. For example, we've studied some the hidden and 'legal' patterns of human trafficking, from the exploited domestic servants sent abroad from the Philippines, to the Korean "entertainers" or "hostesses" who service the US military camptowns. We've also studied the hidden costs of being a minority in this country, stemming from pre-Civil Rights Movement legislation, which has left a legacy of discrimination and destitution, despite our "colorblind," politically-correct rhetoric. All these exemplify what Mother Teresa used to say: "In the poor we meet Jesus in his most distressing disguises."

Heck, you don't even need to be in a classroom to learn about the suffering that goes on, even amongst ourselves.
Take the Aloha Airlines disaster, for example. On the front page of yesterday's Advertiser, there's an article about a laid-off flight attendant who was just diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, but she can no longer afford her medications without health benefits.

There is so much suffering in our world, even in our community. Well, DUH. But seriously, so many are broken, so many are bleeding.

I'm a Christian, so therefore I'm part of the body of Christ. I should be there with them (whether it be physically or prayerfully), loving them and caring for their wounded souls. Isn't that what Jesus would do? He would do more than write articles about them, that's for sure. But if God is calling me to be a journalist.. is writing enough? It just sounds too simple.

Yet taking on all the world's problems sounds like too much. But if we unite.. if we become that literal body of Christ... perhaps then we'll start to see changes?

"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they shall possess the earth."

**(Am I right in assuming that the poor, the grieving, and the meek are blessed ONLY if they accept Jesus as their savior? Therefore we ought to share Jesus' love with them?)

"The King will reply, "I tell you the truth, whatever you did for the lease of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'" - Matthew 25:40

I find all this very inspiring, but at the same time, I feel like such a phony. You know what I mean? I'm a Christian, but I feel like don't know how to live like one. I'm comfortable with my life. I like my life. I'd have to be crazy to give it up!

Oh, but I am crazy. Heck, when it comes to Jesus, I'm radical. I identify with Claiborne when he says, "So I am a radical in the truest sense of the word: an ordinary radical who wants to get at the root of what it means to love, and to get at the root of what has made such a mess of our world." But how do I live like a radical? How do I bring my life to the cross, how do I breathe and bleed for Christ?


Anyway, all these are just some of my thoughts. I hope I didn't bore you too much. Perhaps you feel/felt the same?


Here's some other cool Claiborne quotes from what I've read so far:

Back at college, I had asked one of my Bible teachers if he still believed in miracles, like when Jesus fed thousands of people with a couple of fishes and a handful of loaves. And I wondered if God was still into that stuff. I wanted miracles to be normal again. He told me that we have insulated ourselves from miracles. We no longer live with such reckless faith that we need them. There is rarely room for the transcendent in our lives. If we get sick, we go to a doctor. If we need food, we go to a store and buy it. We have eliminated the need for miracles. If we had enough faith to depend on God like the lilies and the sparrows do, we would see miracles. For is it not a miracle that the birds find enough worms each day? He was right. On the streets of Philly, we experienced miracles. We would wake up sometimes with a blanket on us or a meal beside us that wasn't there when we went to sleep.

How can we worship a homeless man on Sunday and ignore one on Monday?

The church became something we are - an organism, not an organization.

Over and over, when I ask God why all of these injustices are allowed to exist in the world, I can feel the Spirit whisper to me, "You tell me why we allow this to happen. You are my body, my hands, my feet."

5 comments:

Jeannie said...

I confess that I struggle with this. I know that there is more I should be doing. But how do I do it?

I love the example of the Kalihi House. And philosophically I think that all Christians should live in that way - even if we don't all move to Kalihi. So how do I live radically? How do I love on those nearest to me? How do I balance my time between those God has entrusted to me through my job and those who no one else is caring for?

There is so much that has been left undone, but I would be happy to join your journey and challenge myself to find ways to love and live more radically and lovingly.

saun said...

Wow! It's so refreshing to see God stir up his people! It serves as a confirmation to me that His call for me to serve a community in Swaziland and stretch beyond myself is exactly what He desires of me!

I am forever changed as a result of walking a new line of faith! I live to expect miracles and I expect to live from miracles!

Imagine if we each lived just to make a difference for 1 ....what a changed world for Jesus it would be!

Keep pressing on and into HIM!
Saun

Anonymous said...

We could/should go to the farthest reaches of the world...to Africa, to Bangladesh, to Thailand, to Cambodia; we could/should also go to Kalihi, to Chinatown, to Ala Moana Beach Park, to Aala Park, to our neighbor...ugh, to even our enemy...to everyone in need.

Someone VERY AWESOME said that I should give up my selfish ways and pick up my cross and follow him... I shouldn't try to hold on to what I think my comfy life is, rather I should give up my life for His sake and for the sake of His good purposes and through that save my life....maybe even be a partner with Him in saving others too. So, where did He go?

Now I ask, when am I a Christian?

All the time...or just on Sunday and at Christian functions?

So what is faith?

And is this faith dead without deeds?

Do I sit on my hands all comfortable and "safe"?

Does my inaction hinder Faith Opportunities?

Do I contend for the miraculous to be in and through my life?

Do I open the door for God to come through via these faith opportunities?

To me, faith opportunities are the seeds for miracle opportunities and of future testimonies of what God does so well...miracles, signs, and wonders.

Am I so locked away, safe and sound, so comfortable, and so blind and deaf to the suffering of others that I make no room for God? Then I complain..."God doesn't do any miracles in my life!"

The whole time He stands at the door and knocks..beckoning me to step out...in faith...into opportunities for miracles, and signs, wonders. To live out my Christianity in a living relationship with Him...for His purposes and for His other children.

I am a bit undone. THANKS Kacie!


The Kman

cd808 said...

I have to admit I struggle with reaching out to those who don't "fit" in my world. The thing that stirs my spirit constantly is "MORE"... Do MORE, seek MORE, listen MORE, expect MORE, MORE MORE MORE...
However, doing more does not necessarily mean taking on the world all at once. I look at the row of homeless living across the street from the Christian Bookstore where I work and my heart breaks but I have only approached them on occasion with much uncertainty and fear to give them some leftovers from our staff meeting. A meeting that didn't even touch on reaching out to our neighbors across the street. I have big ideas with no idea how to even begin to help them. Then Jesus whispers to me love them, pray for them, feed them. Start small. Maybe acknowledge that they exist. That's a start. Buy them lunch. Talk to them. Pray WITH them.
Thanks Kaci for further stirring my spirit. Just pray that I may be obedient and release my fear and move toward action. Striving to be radical.

Lulu said...

Oh yes, I will participate, but whenever I'm reading, I am the mentee. =P
Wait! Now I can read all your reviews before actually reading the book!
(Alli nodding: yes, give lulu the book after you finish it. ^_^)
Wow, I just asked God why all of these injustices are allowed to exist in the world not long ago and I was actually panic about this question for a while. He showed me answer in multiple ways, rich and delicious. =)
One I was so blessed when I was serving the homeless people on Sunday morning. My soul was actually fed by feeding other people. We were created in His image and had the same soul God wanted. When we are practicing the soul part, Heaven is open. Though the dirt and injustice are the fact, God is the more anxious than us to change the fallen world. When His body is functioning to change the world, He is smiling.
Thank you, sistah! Love you…